The love that I have for this single human being is indescribable. I wish it were the good kind where your body is so overtaken by the chemicals it produces when you feel love, and that persons smile floats through your brain all day long and you can’t think of anything else; but it’s most definitely not. The love I have? It’s a love that longs and waits and is unbearable at times. Sometimes I begin to think it’s not worth it, that this much pain isn’t worth anything. But I get the slightest glimmer of hope when he takes my hand like he used to, the slightest glimmer of hope when a friend tells me were meant to be, and the slightest glimmer of hope when our eyes meet again and it feels like nothing ever even came between us.
Sincerely,
So not ready to let go
(exaggerated for dramatic effect and readers pleasure)
